Things are hanging from a string. It's now a matter of time until it all falls down. I've tried to make him realize, that it's about to break apart but he seems not to care, and he lies, and he contines to lie... therefore I continue to be mad. It has become a never ending cycle of destruction. I don't want to see this end, I wish there was something I could do... I know I sound desperate and pathetic but I love him so much. :(

Now Friday is here once again, and once again I have no one to be with. He'll spend his time where he always does, or at home not speaking to me.