I cant wait til Monday! DMB in Portland, it's gonna be awesome.
I really need to make a decision on my life soon. Should I stay in Seattle or should I go? He
definitely doesn't love me and like I told him last night, he's only passing time.
I wonder what will happen after we separate, will he stay here? Will I stay here? So many questions...
I need to stop dwelling on this and take action once and for all. Need to stop giving love if I'm not getting any in return and stop believing when I'm being lied to and I know it.