Ron told me yesterday that F. might suffer from personality disorder. That people like him just havenÃ‚â€™t developed psychologically and that they never do. He read me traits of people that suffer from this and they were right on. I asked him if this can be fixed and he said no, that they are incapable of loving the way that other people can, that they feel no empathy, that they arenarcissisticc and self-centered, that they praise themselves all the time even for things they haven't accomplished. They need recognition and are convenient.
This made me very sad.
Iâ€™ve been alone a lot. I remember someone wrote me a letter a while ago talking about the difference between being alone and lonely. Iâ€™ve been both.